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BLURR

by Theo

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theo : I can't see shit (x4) hook : d'haelo : My face is so blurred, I can't see shit I'd do everything to see something, atleast a bit I been feeling like a wrapped toy in a happy meal Can't pretend my feelings, I just want to keep it real theo : My face is so blurred, I can't see shit I'd do everything to see something, atleast a bit I been feeling like a wrapped toy in a happy meal Can't pretend my feelings, I just want to keep it real verse : theo : Feeling blurry Ripped my eyes out walking in the street Can’t get all my ideas straight Why do you look at me ? Got some flashback poppin in my brain Why’s my body freezing ? Oh yeah, im trynna get back home before I get a cold I feel uncomfortable every single day Ain’t talented for shit, got a lack of confidence If only I could think straight and stop polluting my head Accumulating way too much stress, I vomit the rest this feeling of loneliness that rots my guts is way too painful for me to bear And I feel the fear Paralyzing my body and destroying everything inside me All my feelings all my memories Why the fuck do you look at me ? Get the fuck out of my path bitch
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HOLLOW 02:52
I need to change my mind and find a safer place to live Inside my head, it's just a mess and I fucking hate it The past is repeating itself I just want this to end I wanna clear all these negatives thoughts Outta my freaking brain Ay, I'm just full of hate I cannot accept feeling that way So I sit down on my bed and reflect through the whole night When you pray the stars keep in mind some of them are already dead Step by step The stress hold my heart and make it bleed, till the fuckin last drop The stress hold my heart and make it bleed till-till-till-till the fucking last drop I feel like I'm just running away from the problem I could have literally save you from yourself that night But I didn't had the guts to reach you and help you out All these memories make my soul rot I'm fading away (x12)
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tommy: Lay low with me till the end of it Death ain't gonna be the end of me Send me away like they used to Send me away like im used to I been trying Leave me dying everyday I been writing I been writing words you said To reminisce To remember shit you told me I just need you here to hold me theo : Empty Medic boxes laying all over the floor I reconstructed what happened when we were all alone Last night, forgot about it Have I overdosed ? Is there something left beside the bed that could fucking help me ? All I can remember is the touch of your skin The warmth of your arms When we were holding each others Laying on the fucking floor Broken empty like a corpse You held me in your arms And in the morning you were gone Drunk and blurr I can’t remember Who you are ? x2 I got traumas inside my brain I feel like dying dying every single day My thoughts are corrupted Am I working just fine ? I don’t know if i should keep up Or disappear from this world I got traumas inside my brain I feel like dying dying every single day My thoughts are corrupted Am I working just fine ? I don’t know if i should keep up Or disappear from this world
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You’re breaking everything I builded before You’re screaming the pain and the hate through your throat You’re damaged, you still try to hide me the core I’m breaking everything you builded before I was hiding the fact that you broke my heart I’m damaged, I still try to hide you the core I scream in my mind to let out all the pain The hate and the stress, I cannot process it Breaking down in tears The regrets never left me I’m covering my ears To stop hearing your crying voice Am I going crazy ? I’ve been locked inside my room for months Am I fucking rotten ? I’ve been locked inside my head for years
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Larina & Theo : in the eye of the hurricane i watch those that i cared for continue to blow away the loneliness that swallowed and the souls that were so hollow im happy to say that im still full Larina : no one can take away from my wholeness i belong to me, you thought that i was yours never again will i put up with such a chore the winds are slowing down my sun is coming out and everyone can see me glow Larina and Theo : im glowing all my love is showing running thru my veins running thru my veins im glowing Larina & Theo : in the eye of the hurricane i watch those that i cared for continue to blow away the loneliness that swallowed and the souls that were so hollow im happy to say that im still full Theo : Bury my passion Erasing my actions I want to escape from your clutches Where shall I go And how should I act when you’re here Lemme put distance between me and you Burn my emotions and feed all my demons With shattered pieces of my soul Delete my memories Reset my reasoning I will never listen to your lies again Theo : in the eye of the hurricane i watch those that i cared for continue to blow away the loneliness that swallowed and the souls that were so hollow im happy to say that im still full
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MERCURY 03:00
Can you tell me What do you see in the sky ? Are these the souls of all the humans that died ? Or broken stars Floating in space They look so lost and broken like ourselves x2 I think im stepping away Away from everyone that I love Can you be gone ? Change all my thoughts Replace this hole with flesh And eat all my heart x2 Flying away to heal the pain x4
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DARLING 03:39
I lie everytime Cause i want to keep everyone safe Away from me I try to lay down on my bed And i start to sleep and dream about a better world I drown in the sea of my fears I try to keep my head up and move forward I like everything i have And i will protect it until i die So stop crying baby When i dream about you i feel free When i think about you I can't take a breath When i cry for you, i want you to be with me When im with you i want us to cherish this When i dream about you i feel free When i think about you I can't take a breath When i cry for you, i want you to be with me When im with you i want us to cherish this
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theo: When I think about how our paths have parted away it breaks my heart. Your face fades, but the wounds remain And this hole inside won’t close himself I’ve been lost in my thoughts Stressed more than enough And i fall even deeper In the slumber It was hard to sleep Now its hard to wake up i feel like giving up away the dreams that i have Fuck, i don’t wanna go outside today Fuck, i don’t wanna see them fakes smiles today Fuck, i just wanna stay in bed and sleep again Its time, to go through another boring day Chorus : I don’t want to get up I don’t want to fight today Can i stay at home to watch the day that pass away x4 nav: enter lotus, en-voted its a soulless emotion i meant to pull it then fold it freeload half wit, bull shit im a mona for lease, babe foenem for fees gonna end up like steeze, catchin up in a breeze walking over the lake at stake ive been calmly in my brain today when's alright for me to escape when's the day today, day today i might lay and let the waves take me. Chorus : I don’t want to get up I don’t want to fight today Can i stay at home to watch the day that pass away x4
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coma: I rip at my face to breathe I'm walking so silently No one can take the pain I'm guessing that's up to me Shedding the dirt from my bones Picking away at my skull She know how to hurt me at all She know how to hurt me at all, hurt me at all They're pulling me over the edge Screaming and crying, the dead Nails rip the flesh like a pin But I cannot do it again, do it again I rip at my face to breathe I'm walking so silently I pray they don't come for me They stare through the walls and scream theo: Break through the waves Everything is falling appart today Breaking down all the way Cracking down the code inside my system Reading through the letters Im slowly but surely Shutting down my body Feel the tears coming out Im so scared to be alone trapped inside the stone Love is all I crave I think its time to get away or Imma lose myself What the fuck am I supposed to do now ? Watching the ceiling until the day you’ll come back ? Imma move on and start another life Ashes of the pics that I burned the other night Ethanol in my throat My head is burning My brain is aching I crave to reach the final goal Cutting your body appart Crushing your lungs Blood on my hands and my face Cleaning the room with my tears Packing your flesh in the bags Burning everything away Spreading the fuel on my body Burning everything away Watch me its time to be free
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SHIROI KUMO 03:56
Im swimming and lurking into the darkness Ignoring the pain that just knocks on my chest I walk along the ghosts and act like them My existence is slowly but surely fading away I can’t feel a thing Im empty inside She took the blood away She left and let me die x2

about

This concept is a way for me to show the world that I'm ready to change and evolve. This album is the following of FACELESS, it is the second step of my adventure. 1 year ago, I was considering myself as faceless, a humanoid without a unique identity, an existence devoid of my own gestures. I always identified myself with people, things, I always demeaned myself to the point of considering myself as the perfect copy of another stranger. For a year, I learned, I disappointed, I loved, I almost lose my mind, I worked on myself, I felt the emptiness, I was afraid, I lost hope, and I found it again, I cried, I had insomnia, I meditated, but above all I dreamed. I see this album as a personal achievement. BLURR is a site under construction. The construction of my face, of my own identity has begun. I finally managed to take another step in life, and overcome heavy trials, to be the person I am today.
We are always evolving, our identity is still blurred, but it is beginning at some point to take shape.

A project created by Theo.
Mixed and mastered by Zyrom and Theo
Cover art made by Theo.

credits

released February 26, 2021

featuring :

@dhaelo
@tommyblve97
@lostlarina
@navvvi
@prxpvne
@imsoscaredcoma6

produced by :
@the0000
@zyrom
@kirawthesavior
@deadfave
@theredrxxm
@prxpvne
@dmillsvg

special thanks to @zyrom

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Theo France

Born in 2002 , Theo Mexmain, alias "/:faceless_humanoid" is an artist hailing from France. He makes music to express the feelings and the emotional baggage that he carries through rough personal experiences. Getting inspiration from weird, emotional, and industrial sounds, and various types of music, he strives to express his music in a very unique way through different styles. ... more

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